And I'm addicted. I'm addicted to the data he provides me. The data that shows that I've either been a slacker or a go-getter during that day. I'm getting co-dependent. I want him to like me, so I'm exercising just so he'll show me good news, and show me how happy he is with me. When I'm a good girl, he shows me by making his flower grow. I know that sounds weird, but he's got this little flower display that grows if you are active. When you look at it and it looks like just a sprout, it means you've been sitting on your keister for too long. I'm noticing that I feel better when I aim for 12,000 steps a day. When I'm working and didn't exercise that morning, my number is more like 4,000 steps. Pitiful, and I feel like it.
Have you seen that commercial that goes, "A body in motion, stays in motion and a body at rest stays at rest."? I've been hearing that phrase over and over again recently, and I felt like it was talking to me. Telling me to stop resting. Because for me, sitting still, resting, lying down leads to depression. I believe it. If I don't exercise, I feel more tired. More cranky and less confident. More likely to need a 3pm nap or sweet treat. But when I exercise, I am more likely to want to keep moving during the day. I'm still happy to have a snack, but I'm not needing it to wake me up. The other day, I not only worked out, but I walked to the train instead of taking the bus!
This past week, I started a new program with Get In Shape for Women. I'm sure you've seen it. It's small group personal training, at much less than a normal personal trainer would cost.
I bought a 3 month package, for 3 times a week here in town. I get up at 5:00 am (I know, it's ungodly), get dressed, walk to the GIS down the street, work out for an hour with 2-3 other women and one trainer pushing me, and then walk home. It's truly the best $ I've spent in a long time.
It works out to about $10/day but knowing I've spent the money actually makes me get out of bed to go and see Bob, the trainer. I know he's expecting me, and I am too much of a good girl to blow anybody off. Another co-dependent relationship is blooming with Bob, and I'm okay with that.
Next up is my co-dependent relationship on food. But, that's a story for another day.
Are you trying anything new these days?
I've been spinning while I'm temporarily trapped in America and it's helping my attitude and my waistline so I understand completely why spending the money and changing how you do things can make you feel better. Exercise is vital for me ... I can easily get the blues if I don't move a bit each day.
ReplyDeleteWell done you for going after what you know you need!